Love drinking Pain

Only lonely I could cry rocks, as the painfull load does rain them into my heart still.
And so I will be killed by these stones when pain is blessing me.
You go out and just dancing in the light,
then dancing in the shadows I will just by my own.
Alone.
In the light I'm frustrated about the desire
to be a human in this world.

Driving the sponge full of sick monkeys
without pain then yourself in the eye yet.
There might be an illusion created,
may help you to live, no fucking idea.

Can you still be of value, then you sacrifice yourself dead animals.

And do not miss the bitch and walk,
go with her, instead of with me.
And flatter her with your eyes,
by which I long so much.
Imagine, to fuck with her or just how cool that would be...
Watch her eating the shit, as if you would miss it doing yourself.

Just as her forget the suffering and give the mouth full of mud a deep kiss.
Show yourself deeply impressed by the nakedness of  her stupidity.

 It is rather in the wisdom of mattering size that we can trust each other, right?!

Too far away from your dreams
I secretly write letters to you.
And in far too narrow rooms the heart is burning
so wide open within me.
My love is much too heavy to do not leave me.
As itself would have no hate in its fire for your shame.
And I know you can tell me that I am distant and different.
According to complain about me, too, in the way was not a sense.
You can even ignore me when it's not going to endure.

But I will feel  ... how much my heart is in flames.